
As I think I promised before, below is the extended translation of the poem of Imaam al-Shaafiโee as he lay on his deathbed. Iโve also translated Shaykh al-โAfasyโs video titled โI am the servantโ โ the full video is also below.
MashaaโAllaah both were very touching and I hope everyone finds benefit in them. Please forgive me for the lack of professionalism and accuracy in the translation ofย al-Shafiโeeโs piece โ it was extremely difficult and beyond my scope (after all, he was unchallenged in poetry at his time!)
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ุฅููููู ุฅูููู ุงูุฎููููู ุฃุฑูููููุนู ุฑูุบุจูุชูู *** ูโูู ูููุชู ููุง ุฐุง ุงูู ููู ูุงูุฌููุฏู ู ูุฌูุฑูู ุง
โTo You, the Creator, I raise my longing,
And even if I am, O possessor of kindness and generosity, an evildoer, a criminal
ููู ููุง ููุณููุง ููุจู ูุถููุงูุช ู ูุฐุงููุจู *** ุฌูุนููุชู ุงูุฑูุฌูุง ู ููู ููุนููููู ุณูููู ููุง
When my heart became constricted and my paths became narrow,
I took my hope in Your pardon and forgiveness as an opening and an escape
ุชุนูุงุธูู ูููู ุฐูุจูู ููู ูููุง ูุฑููุชููููู *** ุจุนููููู ุฑุจููู ููุงูู ุนููููููู ุฃุนูุธูู ููุง
My sins seemed very great to me but when I compared them to Your forgiveness,
I found Your forgiveness to be much greater
ูู ูุง ุฒููุชู ุฐุง ุนูู ุนูู ุงูุฐููุจู ููู ู ุชูุฒููู *** ุชููุฌูููุฏ ูุชุนููู ู ูุฉู ูุชูููุฑููู ูููุง
You are and still remain the only One who can forgive sins,
You grant and forgive out of Your benevolence and generosity
ููููุงูู ูููู ู ููุตูู ููุฏู ูุฅุจูููุณู ุนูุงุจุฏู *** ูููููู ููุฏู ุฃุบูููู ุตูููููู ุขุฏูู ูููุง
Were it not for You, then a servant could never defy Iblis
And how can that be when he mislead Your friend Adam
ูููุงูููุชู ุดูุนูููุฑูู ููู ุฃุตููุฑู ููุฌูุฉ *** ุฃูููููุงุ ูุฃู ูููุง ููุณููุนููุฑ ูุฃููุฏูู ููุง
If only I knew! Will I arrive at Paradise that I may take delight
Or at Hellfire, that I may regret?
ูููููู ุฏูุฑ ุงูุนููููุงุฑููู ุงููููุฏุจู ุฅูููู *** ุชูููุถ ููุฑูุทู ุงูููุฌูุฏ ุฃุฌูุงููู ุฏูู ูููููุง
How capable is Allah! For the one acquainted with lament,
blood almost flows from his eyelids due to the excess of his emotions (lament)
ูููููู ู ุฅุฐุง ู ููุง ุงููููู ู ูุฏูู ุธููุงู ูููู *** ุนูู ูููุณููู ู ูู ุดุฏููุฉู ุงูุฎูููู ู ูุฃุชู ูุง
He stands when the night extends out its darkness
Stands against himself out of extreme fear, sinful
ูุตููุญุงู ุฅุฐุง ู ุง ููุงูู ูู ุฐูููุฑู ุฑูุจููู *** ูููู ุง ุณูููุงูู ูู ุงูููุฑู ูุงู ุฃุนูุฌูู ูุง
Eloquent when he makes mention of his Lord
And in the mention of others than Him, he is speechless
ูููุฐููุฑู ุฃูููุงู ูุงู ู ูุถููุชู ู ูู ุดูุจูุงุจูู *** ูู ุง ูุงู ูููุง ุจุงูุฌููููุงูุฉ ุฃุฌูุฑูู ูููุง
He remembers days gone by of his youth
And what was in it of ignorance, he was a criminal
ูุตูุงุฑู ููุฑููู ุงููู ูู ุทูููู ููููููุงุฑูู *** ุฃุฎุง ุงูุณูููุฏู ูุงููุฌูู ุฅุฐุง ุงูููู ุฃุธูู ูุง
And so for the whole of his day, the companion of grief has become
the brother of sleeplessness and secret conversation when the night darkens
ูููู: ุญูุจูุจู ุฃููุชู ุณูุคููู ูุจูุบูุชู *** ููู ุจูู ููุฑููุงุฌููููู ุณูุคูุงู ูู ุบูู ูุง
He says, โMy beloved, You are what I request and desire
You are enough of a longing and benefit for those who have hope
ุฃููุณูุชู ุงูุฐู ุบุฐููุชูู ูููููุฏูููุชูู *** ููุง ุฒูุชู ู ูููููุงููุง ุนููู ูู ููุนููู ููุง
Are You not the One who has provided for me and guided me
And You have not ceased being gracious to me and full of favours
ุนุณูู ู ููู ููููู ุงูุฅุญูุณูุงูู ููุบููุฑู ุฒููุชูู *** ูููุณูุชุฑู ุฃููุฒุงุฑูู ูู ูุง ููุฏู ุชูุฏููู ููุง
Perhaps the Beneficent One will forgive my mistakes
And cover up my crime and what has gone forth
ุชุนุงุธู ููู ุฐูุจูู ูุฃูุจูุชู ุฎุงุดูุนููุงู *** ููููููุง ุงูุฑููุถููุง ู ุง ููุชู ููุงุฑุจูู ู ููุนูู ูุง
My sins seemed very great to me, so I turned (to You) in humility
Were it not for my contentment in you, I wouldnโt, O my Lord, have seen any comfort at all
ูุฅูู ุชุนููู ุนููู ุชุนููู ุนูููู ู ูุชู ูุฑููุฏ *** ุธููู ุบุดูููู ูุง ูููุฒุงููููู ู ุฃุชู ูุง
So if You forgive me, You would have forgiven a sinner,
A rebellious, oppressive tyrant still sinning
ูุฅู ุชูุชููููู ู ู ููู ููุณุชู ุจุขููุณู *** ููู ุฃุฏุฎููุง ููุณู ุจุฌูููุฑูู ุฌููููููู ูุง
So if You were to seek revenge from me, I would not despair
Even if they entered my soul into Jahannum, due to the sins
ูุฌูุฑูู ูู ุนูุธูู ู ูู ูุฏูู ูุญูููุงุฏูุซ *** ูุนูููู ููุฃุชู ุงูุนูุจููุฏู ุฃุนููู ูุฃุฌูุณูู ููุง
For my crimes are great, past and present
But Your forgiveness comes to the servant, more exalted and more great
ุญูุงูู ูู ูุถูู ุงููู ู ูู ูููู ุฌูุงูููุจ *** ูููุฑู ู ูู ุงูุฑููุญู ููู ูููุชุฑุด ุงูุณููู ููุง
The bounty of Allaah surrounds me from all sides
And Light from the Most Merciful has spread in the sky
ููู ุงูููุจู ุฅุดุฑุงูู ุงูู ุญุจ ุจููุตูููู *** ุฅุฐุง ูุงุฑุจ ุงูุจููุดุฑูู ูุฌูุงุฒู ุฅูู ุงูุญู ู
And in the heart is the radiance of the beloved when he is reunited
And when glad tidings draw close, it becomes feverish
ุญูุงูู ุฅููููุงุณ ู ูู ุงููู ููุญููุฏูู *** ููุทุงูุนููู ููู ุธููู ูุฉู ุงููุจุฑุฃูุฌูู ููุง
Exhilaration surrounds me, only for Allaah
It overlooks me in the darkness of the grave, apparent and clear
ุฃุตูููู ููุฏุงุฏู ุฃู ููุฏููุณูู ุงูููููู *** ูุฃุญูุธู ุนููููุฏู ุงููุญูุจูู ุฃู ููุชุซูู ููุง
I protect my love, lest my desires should pollute it
And I preserve the contract of love, lest it be defiled
ููู ูููุธุชูู ุดููููู ููู ุบููููุชูู ู ูู *** ุชูุงุญูููู ุฎููุทููู ููุดููุฉู ูุชุฑูู ูุง
In my wakefulness is yearning and in my slumber is destiny
Thatโs pursuing my footsteps in ecstasy
ูู ูู ููุนูุชุตูู ู ุจุงููู ููุณููู ู ูู ุงูููุฑูู *** ูู ูู ููุฑูุฌู ูููููููุงุชู ุฃูู ููุชูุฏูู ูููุง
Whoever holds fast to Allaah, he is protected from men
And whoever hopes for Him, then never will he regret
Wow. Amazingly beautiful, both poems, masha Allah. May we take heed.
Jazakillahu alf khair for your wonderful work.
Assalaamu alaykum wa rahmatullaahi wa barakatuh,
The whole poem is beautiful especially the extended part.
Jazaaki Allaahu khayran sis for your efforts wa ahsan Allaah ilayk.
May Allaah subhaanahu wa ta ‘ala cause us to die as believers while repenting to Him with words that He is pleased with.
Assalaamu alaykum
Wa iyyaakumaa, ameen to the ad’iyah
Jazaki Allaahu Khayran
Some excellent work Masha Allaah. It gives us hope and encouragement to see the work you do, at times when we most require it.
Barak Alaahu Feeki
Salams
Jazakallah for this poem and for this beautiful blog, masha’Allah.
Wasalam
Wa `alaykumusalaam
Wa iyyaakum inshaa’Allaah, baarak’Allaahu feekum
For those interested in seeing arabic shaykh al-‘Afasy video & its lyrics, see here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gAdi0Jtj__o
assalam alaykum
jazakallah khair for the excellent and hard work.
Wa `alaykisalaam wa rahmatullaah
Wa iyyaaki ukhti
subhanAllah,
Jazzak Allah Khair a thousand times over.
I am looking for the arabic and english of Imam As-Shafiee and here I find him and Shaykh Mishary….
subhanAllah, you made a very difficult day into a heart warming one.
Wa iyyaakum, I’m glad it helped
Salam
mashallah a beautiful poem. Every time i read it, it never fails to release a tear (or two)!
Marshalllah, thats a really beautiful poems :
Good work sis!!
sis, it might be a good idea if you also put up “laysal gareeb” by the son of hussein ibn Ali ibn abi talib!!
Its amazing!!
Laysal ghareeb is very profound and amazing masha’Allaah. Although I thought I had come across a translation before, on some forum… If I were to translate it, I’d probably butcher it! So I think I’ll spare everyone the ordeal (and the poem its dignity!)
Assalamu Alaikum Warahamtullahi Wabaraktuh
May Allah reward your efforts!
Yes Laysal Ghareeb was translated by a group of sisters may Allah reward them.
You can find it here:
http://www.islamicboard.com/islamic-multimedia/27755-laysal-ghareeb.html
i dont think Imam Shafiee rahimahullah must have had any thought to bring out that flow of rhyme in these words while he was on his death bed! No sane man would attempt such a folly in that particular stage of life….but rather it is just as he himself expressed….
“ูุตููุญุงู ุฅุฐุง ู ุง ููุงูู ูู ุฐูููุฑู ุฑูุจููู — Eloquent when he makes mention of his Lord”
That state of absolute intimacy with his Lord & fervent longing naturally made those words come almost like an inspiration……..
Just thought of sharing one couplet (cant really term it a couplet) which has been attributed to Imam Ali ibn Husayn (radhiyAllaahu anhu)……
ุณูุจูุญุงูููู
ู ุง ุฃูุถููููู ุงูุทููุฑููู ุนููู ู ููู ููู ู ุชููููู ุฏูููููููู
ููู ุง ุฃูููุถูุญู ุงููุญูููู ุนูููุฏู ู ููู ููุฏูููุชููู ุณูุจููููู
ุฅูููู ูุงุณููููู ุจููุง ุณูุจููู ุงููููุตูููู ุฅูููููู
ููุณููููุฑููุง ููู ุฃูููุฑูุจู ุงูุทููุฑููู ูููููููููุฏู ุนููููููู
ููุฑููุจู ุนูููููููุง ุงููุจูุนููุฏู
ููุณูููููู ุนูููููููุง ุงููุนูุณููุฑู ุงูุดููุฏููุฏู
ููุฃูููุญููููุง ุจูุนูุจุงุฏููู ุงูููุฐูููู
,ููู ู ุจูุงููุจูุฏุงุฑู ุฅูููููู ููุณุงุฑูุนูููู
ููุจุงุจููู ุนูููู ุงูุฏูููุงู ู ููุทูุฑูููููู
ููุฅูููุงูู ููู ุงูููููููู ููุงูููููุงุฑู ููุนูุจูุฏูููู
ููููู ู ู ููู ููููุจูุชููู ู ูุดูููููููู
ุงูููุฐูููู ุตููููููุชู ููููู ู ุงููู ูุดุงุฑูุจู
ููุจููููุบูุชูููู ู ุงูุฑููุบุขุฆูุจู
ููุฃูููุฌูุญูุชู ููููู ู ุงููู ูุทุงููุจู
ููููุถูููุชู ููููู ู ู ููู ููุถููููู ุงููู ูุขุฑูุจู
ููู ููุฃูุชู ููููู ู ุถูู ุขุฆูุฑูููู ู ู ููู ุญูุจูููู
ููุฑููููููุชูููู ู ู ููู ุตุงููู ุดูุฑูุจููู
ููุจููู ุฅูู ููุฐููุฐู ู ููุงุฌุงุชููู ููุตููููุง
ููู ููููู ุฃูููุตู ู ููุงุตูุฏูููู ู ุญูุตูููููุง
ุนูููู ุงููู ูููุจูููููู ุนููููููู ู ูููุจูููุ ูููุง ู ููู ูููู
ููุจูุงููุนูุทููู ุนูููููููู ู ุนุขุฆูุฏู ู ูููุถููู
ููุจูุงููุบุงููููููู ุนููู ุฐูููุฑููู ุฑูุญููู ู ุฑูุคูููู
ููุจูุฌูุฐูุจููู ู ุฅูู ุจุงุจููู ููุฏููุฏู ุนูุทูููู
ุฃูุณูุฃููููู ุฃููู ุชูุฌูุนูููููู ู ููู
ุฃูููููุฑูููู ู ู ููููู ุญูุธูุงู
ููุฃูุนููุงููู ู ุนูููุฏููู ู ูููุฒููุงู
ููุฃูุฌูุฒููููููู ู ู ููู ููุฏูููู ููุณูู ูุงู
ููุฃูููุถูููููู ู ููู ู ูุนูุฑูููุชููู ููุตููุจุงู
ููููุฏู ุงูููุทูุนูุชู ุฅูููููู ููู ููุชูู
ููุงููุตูุฑูููุชู ููุญููููู ุฑูุบูุจูุชูู
ููุฃูููุชู ูุงู ุบูููุฑููู ู ูุฑุงุฏูู
ูููููู ูุง ููุณููุงูู ุณูููุฑูู ููุณููุงุฏูู
ูููููุงุคููู ููุฑููุฉู ุนููููู
ููููุตููููู ู ููู ููููุณูู
ููุฅูููููู ุดูููููู
ููููู ู ูุญูุจููุชููู ููููููู
ููุฅูู ูููุงูู ุตูุจุงุจูุชูู
ููุฑูุถุงูู ุจูุบูููุชู
ููุฑูุคูููุชููู ุญุงุฌูุชูู
ููุฌููุงุฑููู ุทูููุจูู
ููููุฑูุจููู ุบุงููุฉู ุณูุคูููู
ููููู ู ูููุงุฌูุงุชููู ุฑูููุญูู ููุฑุงุญูุชูู
ููุนูููุฏููู
ุฏููุขุกู ุนููููุชูู
ููุดููุขุกู ุบููููุชูู
ููุจูุฑูุฏู ููููุนูุชูู
ููููุดููู ููุฑูุจูุชูู
ูููููู ุฃูููููุณูู ููู ููุญูุดูุชูู
ููู ูููููู ุนูุซูุฑูุชูู
ููุบุงููุฑู ุฒููููุชูู
ูููุงุจููู ุชูููุจูุชูู
ููู ูุฌููุจู ุฏูุนูููุชูู
ููููููููู ุนูุตูู ูุชูู
ููู ูุบููููู ูุงููุชูู
ูููุง ุชูููุทูุนูููู ุนููููู
ูููุง ุชูุจูุนูุฏูููู ู ููููู
ูุง ููุนููู ูู ููุฌููููุชูู
ูููุง ุฏููููุงูู ููุขุฎูุฑูุชูู
ูุง ุงุฑุญู ุงูุฑุงุญู ูู
Glory be to Thee!
How narrow are the paths for him whom Thou hast not guided!
How plain the truth for him whom Thou hast guided on his way!
My God, so make us travel on the roads that arrive at Thee
and set us into motion on the paths nearest to reaching Thee!
Make near for us the far,
and make easy for us the hard and difficult!
and Join us to Thy servants,
those who hurry to Thee swiftly,
knock constantly at Thy door,
and worship Thee by night and by day,
while they remain apprehensive in awe of Thee!
Thou hast purified their drinking places,
taken them to the objects of their desire,
granted their requests,
accomplished their wishes through Thy bounty,
filled their minds with Thy love,
and quenched their thirst with Thy pure drink.
Through Thee have they reached
the pleasure of whispered prayer to Thee,
and in Thee have they achieved their furthest goals.
O He who comes toward those who come toward Him
and grants gifts and bestows bounty upon them through tenderness!
He is compassionate and clement
toward those heedless of His remembrance
and loving and tender in drawing them to His door!
I ask Thee to place me among those of them
who have the fullest share from Thee,
the highest station with Thee,
the most plentiful portion of Thy love,
and the most excellent allotment of Thy knowledge,
for my aspiration has been cut off from everything but Thee and
my desire has turned toward Thee alone.
Thou art my object, none other;
to Thee alone belongs my waking and my sleeplessness.
Meeting Thee is the gladness of my eye,
joining Thee the wish of my soul.
Toward Thee is my yearning,
in love for Thee my passionate longing,
in inclining toward Thee my fervent craving.
Thy good pleasure is the aim I seek,
vision of Thee my need,
Thy neighbourhood my request,
nearness to Thee the utmost object of my asking.
In whispered prayer to Thee I find my repose and my ease.
With Thee lies the remedy of my illness,
the cure for my burning thirst,
the coolness of my ardour,
the removal of my distress.
Be my intimate in my loneliness,
the releaser of my stumble,
the forgiver of my slip,
the accepter of my repentance,
the responder to my supplication,
the patron of preserving me from sin,
the one who frees me from my neediness!
Cut me not off from Thee and keep me not far from Thee!
O MY BLISS & MY GARDEN!
O MY THIS WORLD & MY HEREAFTER!
O Most Merciful of the merciful!
jazaakallah khairan jazaa